Friday, August 14, 2009
hello fellow bloggies..
today is my third day of mc..
herm..
how shud i express my day today..
herm..
im bored..
im missing sumone..
im sad..
im hurt about everything..
im giving up..
im stress..
im tired of this life..
im having a breathing difficulties..
im confuse..
hais..
i miss all my akltg frens..
i miss muhammad..
i miss noneh..
i miss jai..
and everyone there..
hais..
muahmmad and me falls ill at the same time..
i know that they will think negatively about this..
but what can we do..
we cant avoid/blame fate..
herm..
im so worried about him..
hais..
i hope his getting well by today..
thought of visiting him but..
hais..
3 girls into 1 guy?
ouh no man..
i had won his heart before..
but now i guess, i can only take him as a fren/buddies..
everything that is happening around me is fated..
i understand all that..
i giv in due to a fren..
and i hope that his happy with her..
dats all..
for the girl that like him but he just give a short comment..
i just want to tell u this..
i know him well enuf..
look urself in the mirror before giving out ur ego..
dats all..
for me now..
i guess, i give up in love..
let god decide..
i love you..
but day by day..
u just dont understand my feelings..
and for another u..
love cant b force..
love comes by itself..
~emellia~
im so sry dat im fallin..
♥ cookie monster
7:46 PM