Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i still love you and will always do.. watever happened yesterday give me a shock! i love you baby.. everything i did and said yesterday was just a big fucking lie.. hais.. but yup.. both us press the restart button last nite.. herm.. everything wen great last nite.. because of the dissapointment that you changed all your status only for a small misunderstanding between us, i cant sleep.! hais.. i called you and you were there for me.. you accompany me mentally otp til i sleep.. thanks for everything.. i cant wait to mit you today! but.. early in the morning, you..... texted me saying that the mitting was cancelled.. im so sad.. too sad.. its early in the morning and i just cried out loud right after i wake up and read ur text.. hais.. i just dont know how to express this feeling of mine.. and this mitting was cancelled due to ur ayah who think too negatively.. hais.. u're 20 andi guess, it shudnt be a prob for us to be together ryte? hais.. i just dont understand.. yesterday, both of us just pressed the restart button but just few hours later, all this happened.. hais.. life is so unfair and this is just so true.. life is life.. we just got to go through every obstacle that is given to us.. we must be strong.. and that is what i know and im doing since a long time ago.. i know that all this happen for a reason.. and i hope that the reason will benefit me instead of regretting me.. i love you and will always do baby.. we're going to mit later and have a talk.. i hope all this wont end just like that.. i hope and can only hope.. that's all i can do cux god had already written all your life situation right before we were born in this world.. now, i leave it to the fate that god had written for me..~3m311!a~
♥ cookie monster
11:17 AM