
Everything was sucks today.. i dont know why.. hais.. early in the morning, i was so happy.. his call makes me smile.. i thought today will be a happy day for me but it all turns the other way round.. first, baby aizat words makes me hurt.. i dont know y but i just felt that he had changed.. herm.. hais.. but one thing i know is that he dont mean it.. hais.. herm.. secondly was about something during our 5 participants chat.. hais.. frankly, im not jealous or what.. im fine with everything.. i even did smthg sudden dat is to tell evryone that me and muhd just a fren.. hais.. something that hurts me more is when the ropic about chging picx.. hais.. is it wrong to like cookie monster, a cartoon character that not that popular like elmo? hais.. coooocooocooookie monster.. hais.. i just love cookie monster.. hais.. how i wish to get a big cookie monster soft toy.. hehe.. so dat i can hug it wen i really cant sleep.. cry on it wen i just feel so emotional.. talk to it wen i just feel like talking to sumone and kiss it wen i just miss sumone alot.. hais.. herm.. i guess, i will get it soo :) herm.. baby aizat, thanks for changing my mood to be better :) hehe.. and muhammad, thanks for the one spoon of sambal goreng rice :) baby aizat, i miss you alot.. i cant wait of bandito tmr.. herm.. awwwn nom nom nom.. feeling hungry ryte now.. again?? ouh no! i just ate briyani chicken!ouh no.. haha.. nehmind.. baby always say, i prefer you eat what you want and get fat rather than you not eating.. but if you get fat, i will makesure you follow me to gym.. hmph! haha.. i miss you baby ;)