Thursday, June 4, 2009
its been a long time since i updated..just too buzy with alot of things..last sat & sun, wen for a pit at changi celebrate mummy & daddy birthday, 70..monday, aft exam, wen to mit baby ninhairi..have alot of fun with him and i hope he enjoy it..tuesday, aft exam, wen home strght..yesterday, aft exam, mit baby ninhairi again..i just miss him so much..but..ystd was a miserable day for me..even today..its so hurtful..he showed me sha2 pics in his laptop..even he dont have my pics in it u know..i know dat sha2 had a bf but..haish..he even lended his laptop to her and wen i told him to online previously, he told me that his lazy and tired..he lied to me..i get to know from along that he only met shidah once but he told me that both of them are close frens dat always slack together..he lied again..u know how hurt it is??its fucking hurt..y all this happen to me when i just wanna last long with the person itself??haish..bie..y u did this to me??i give u my trust..but u make use of it..and now, he even dont wanna care abt wat i wear and watsoever..cool..i loved it bie..im ur bloody fcking bitch right??herm..great bie..ystd nite,i cant sleep well..i was waiting for his kol/text but he didnt..i was so worried..what happen to him??accident??fcking other girls??haish..den this morning, he call me..u knw..i was damn relieved but i know that im not supposed to nag at him but i did..haish..w/out apologizing, he yell at me back..cool??herm..i tink he doesnt love me animre but i was wrg n now im damn upset abt him
♥ cookie monster
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