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Im Emellia Tang.
Currently Schooling at ite Clementi as a traineeship student in AKLTG
Im 17 born on 1st of March 92
Im a happy go lucky girl who loves outdoor sports..
I love challenges as it makes who I am now..
Im currently in a complicated relationship(:
So , hate me .?
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hello everyone ;p herm..i just finish reading 3 persons blog.. 2 of which was a couple before and 1 of which is my ex name apiz.. herm.. firstly, i wanna talk abt this 3 blogs.. 4 apiz, i hope you last long with her although you did fck her up before you both are together.. although its all because of you dat ninhairilia nearly broke up, but i still treat you as a fren.. a bestfren i guess.. for godness sake, noone will be able to replace my baby hairi..noone.. wen you enter my life and shower me your love, 2 b frank, i still treat you not more den a fren cux my heart is stolen by MR NINHAIRI BIN ABDUL RAHIM.. so, last long with zie and wish me 2 last long with someone whom i love alot.. 4 Fikri (kiki) & Yana (noneh).. i dont know how to say this.. haish.. noneh, to b frank with you, last few days, i did text kiki..ninhairi know abt it larh.. i didnt tell you cux i tink i really need to know the truth out of both of your life.. i confess that i did tell you to break up with him once upon a time.. but wen i all this happen, i guess, kiki do love you alot.. although he hurts you alot, trust me, his just being himself and he really did try to chg to b someone you prefered but maybe, his just uncomfortable with it and dats the reason y he chg to be his oldself again..kiki, i know you saw noneh and irwan walk holding hands together right aft you both break up.. but believe me, although irwan was the one she hold hands with, but deep in her heart, there is always you..trust me kiki.. i sat by her side almost everyday.. i know whether she is happy or not.. i really hope that both of you can be together again but this time, i hope noneh, you can adapt with kiki attitude and kiki, you can chg and shower her your love as that is what all girls wants from their loved one.. okeh? i will do my best to help both of you.. kiki, im not only noneh bestfriend but i am your friend too.. i never listen to one side of story but i listen to both.. trust me.. noneh, stop giving irwan false hope.. i know you well dear and you know me well too.. follow your heart.. remember, kiki is like sabri and irwan is like ninhairi.. but it doesnt mean that irwan is as good as ninhairi cux ninhairi have both kiki and irwan 's attitude.. dia galak banget but as you know, galak2 tapi itu kerna dia syg dan nggak mau apa2 terjadi pada cintanya.. kamu harus ngerti akan istillah cinta.. cinta itu bukan sekadar sifat seseorg itu tapi juga atas dasar hati dan perasaan.. gue harap elu ngerti.. my advise to you is that, you got to go back with kiki..same to kiki.. no use if both of you broke up but still got the feelings for each other.. u understand??i will talk to kiki.. dont regret later.. i dont want you to regret.. for kiki, stop giving swit talks cux its just shit if you dont mean it.. listen here.. let me share with you my experience.. to tell all of you the truth, ninhairi and mohammed sabri are cousins..close cousins.. while im their distance cousins.. i know that most of you will say, " WTF! DON'T YOU HAVE OTHER GUYS TO GO STEADY WITH??" am i right?? haha..this is love and fate.. we can't listen to peoples' comment as people will always have their own comment about everything.. you cant stop people to comment on you and your life cux dats their own mindset.. after going with sabri whom i loved once before, i went to ninhairi who i loves til this second.. i broke up with sabri not because his not a good person or wat..afterall, his still my cousin you know..haha.. sabri is a great guy with a good leadership.. his from National team (Hockey).. i love him alot until i gave him everything.. but 1 thing abt him is dat, his like kiki who dont really show his love to me.. he even shows me attitude til i cried every single day after 25 may 09..although i know he do love me like how nonwh know how kiki love her but because of the hurtness, and because ninhairi showered me his care and consern like how irwan shows his, i fell for him and broke up with sabri.. but dont get me wrong, me and noneh did gave sabri and kiki alot of chances but the hurtness we endured has made us broke up with them.. ninhairi and irwan came at the time wen we need loves... so dats the similar situation dat we both encounter.. but the diff is dat, i totally fall in love with my baby ninhairi but not noneh who still loves kiki although irwan is by her side.. me and ninhairi lives happily together now but not noneh.. she had a very complicated feelings.. she tot dat she's gonna b happy with irwan like how im happy with ninhairi but the thing is dat i guess, they wont cux noneh's true love is kiki and not irwan unlike me who love ninhairi and treated sabri not more then my cousin.. so ninhairilia story still going to b continue later larh okeh.. herm.. irwan really showered noneh the love that noneh wanted from kiki.. he took noneh from work, go karaoke, breakfast and everything la.. but his mistake was to love someone who still love her ex.. den, yesterday, kiki saw noneh and irwan together holding hands.. it broke his heart til he broke down infront of her..it was too hurtful.. they just broke up and he still love noneh alot.. y did noneh did dat to him.. dats wat he felt.. he shouted at noneh who still cared about him and who actually still love him deep in her heart.. he even shouted words dat hurt noneh so deeply too til she walked off holding back her tears.. my advise to irwan, i know you are a good and romantic person but i guess, you will get someone who will truly love you one day.. for kiki, i know you dont mean watever you said to noneh yesterday but you are just too hurt by the situation.. this is just part and parcel of relationship.. god is trying to see whether both of you can go through all this or not.. god will not give his people a challenge that we cant get through..believe me.. noneh, stop and think.. if hurt is wat u tink u will get, think again.. i myself do feel hurt by ninhairi's attitude who likes to think dat im not being faithful to him kn??? this is parts of love.. hurt, endure, sacrifices, love, happy, negative + positive thoughts, trust, scared, etc.. all of this is parts of love dear..go with kiki cux both of you still love each other.. i believe that both of you will benefits at the end of it.. trust me dear..herm..get back to my life and enough of love advices..haha..herm, actually i felt so sad since ystd nite.. i dont know y.. i just fees that ninhairi is not the normal ninhairi i know..haha..herm.. mybe its just my negative thoughts la..herm.. but still, i just felt dat way.. i know that i got to trust him cux you know, if he got other girls or he dont love me animore, y did he threatened me ystd dat if he were to find out dat i got other guys, watch out.. am i rite??so know, i tink he still love me larh but maybe because my "ehem2" coming, dats y i felt dat way mybe..hehe.. baby ninhairi, sry to make you angry since ystd nite.. i dont mean it seriously but i just wanna feel your love again..as all of you know, my bf is fierce but he do care about me u know..haha.. since his fierce, he rarely express or show me his love..dats y im thirst for his love..haha.. baby.. wink2..love you la baby..muah3;p
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