Friday, May 22, 2009


It's been a long time since i updated..Sorry ppl..just too busy with stuff and lately, my grandpa admitted in ttsh..haish..i dont know la..Anw, ppl, guess wat?? I broke up with sabri already!!herm..The story began liked this..Sabri keep on asking for break and I keep on holding it back as I think, i need to do smthg b4 leaving him since what i heard from his x..I kept grudges towards him seriously..herm..Til 18 May, My new baby named hairi onlined and we chatted..He is sabri's cousin and consider my cousin's cousin too..We chatted abt sabri bla3..Den, due to what he said, my grudges towards sabri gone far..Bt i didnt broke up with sabri yet..At that nite, we talked otp, msn chat and webcam til late nite..Tmr we both suppose to sch at 8am but we still chatted late nite..Den, last mins, myra horny asked for helped from me for the CRN script..I was like..o gosh!!its nearly 1am and u just want to tell me..Hem..I told him about it and told him to go sleep first but he insisted on accompanying me..Herm..I was damn touched..Even sabri didnt do that in our early stages..I was really touched baby..den my noop thoughts appeared.."I DONT DESERVED HIM." i cried and cried..haish..i know he love me and i love him alot too..he had enlightened my life after what sabri had done to me..But ended up, i sms sabri and told sabri dat we broke up as what he had wished b4..Actually i tried calling him but he off his phone..So i just sms..herm..Den..after dat, awhile later, at 2.05am sharp..Me and Hairi start our new relationship..Im so happy but guess what, his happier den me..herm..He thank me as if as i did smthg really good to him..Im the one who had to thank him for loving me as what i am now..i know that im worthless to any guys now but i promised to love him more den everything and dont give him attitude..I can only give him my love and dats all..I was so happy dat nite til cant really sleep..i keep on smiling..haha..i love u alot bby..wink..The next nite, he sms me a very swit msg..i love u baby..and i really do..i janji to be the one who will make u smile every single day..baby..now, i will say this..U ARE MY BESTEST BOYFIE that i've ever had..hehe..I miss u baby..and yesterday we met up..ur hug makes me feel secured..especially the way u tkcr of me is really like im your princess..haha..baby..u r funny!!And for the first mit, a kiss on my forehead shows me smthg..know what??ur faithfulness..And at last since a long time, i can be myself now..!!!i love you baby honey..
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