Friday, May 29, 2009
haish..i really super gave up now..i get to know who shasha is..haish..im so upset and dissappointed with him..the wonder he just yell up at me when i said that i wanna him to introduce me to her..haish..im really sad..so sad..i tink, he still have feelings for her..herm..it hurts me alot..i really do love him..more den i love sabri..but..he did this to me..yesterday, as usual, he talk to me in a high harsh tone..i was so sad..seriously..my mum was just beside me and heard his voice to..u knw how i felt??haish..i put down the phone strght away..herm..i dont know y he just cant understand my feelings..how am i suppose to trust him dat his faithful to me if his reasons for putting his status as single for all his online web as he wants people to add him and if he were to put as attach or married, noone will add him up??haish..wth..really, it hurts deeply..yesterday night, he even compare me with his ex..wth right?herm..bie, i know im a irritating GF..im sry..im really sorry..i wont contact u til u contact me kae bie??and i will try to b like ur ex..i will do my best to b like them..kae bie..anw, he promised to call me once he reached home ystd at 12.15am so i waited for him..Guess what, til 5+am, he still never call me..i was so worried so i call..and wat happen was, he went to his fren house..haish..i sacrificed my sleep to wait for his call and this is what i get..it hurts damn lot..so lot..today as promised, i never contact him wen i go to work and til now, i never contact him..i need to wait for him to contact me what..u knw what i feel now??y am i still in this relationship although it hurts me alot??haish..and now i guess..being a lesbian is the best as love doesnt occured and so there wont be hurtness feelings....i love him alot but this is what i get from loving him..thanks alot..anw, i appreciate your care too..
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