{♥} cookie monster
Im Emellia Tang.
Currently Schooling at ite Clementi as a traineeship student in AKLTG
Im 17 born on 1st of March 92
Im a happy go lucky girl who loves outdoor sports..
I love challenges as it makes who I am now..
Im currently in a complicated relationship(:
So , hate me .?
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Its been quite a long time since i update..Haish..I was sick for these few days actually..Its all because of the changes happen in him to my life..Its so depressing..I just feel like breaking down evry single day..Im not like this before but the thing i reacted/behave like this is because of him..haish..This happen due to a reason dat only me, him and noneh know.. Thank god, noneh truly understand my feeling..Love u baby..haish..Im so depressed nowadays..It really affected me inside out..Erm..On monday, i really2 feel like commiting suicide..I feel that its no use for me to continue this FUCKING life..haish..That FUCKING day also makes my love towards him faded..Its all because of his FUCKING attitude! Haish..I know i got to hold on to him due to this one FUCKING reasons..Haish..I was being too patient with evrything happen..I didn't even blast out at you eventhough deep in my heart it was FUCKING pain wen u said dat your love towards me had faded two days after the incident and 1 day after the kinder bueno love!You know how I feel??I was FUCKING FUCK UP with all of this..You shouted and yell at me infront of all your friends otp..Where should i put my pride??Have you FUCKING thought about it??Haish..I shut my mouth cux i respect you as my beloved bf..But after dat monday, my love towards you had faded as well but i know, i cant follow my feelings right now..I just cant..I have to hold you tight near me forever..I have too..Now, im learning to love you again..And i also did tell you too do so..Cumon, every choices we've made had it's consequences bby..So, we got to love each other again and continue this till the end..Im doing my best now dear and i also can c the improvement in u..Thank god..By me expressing it in your faceboo every single day, im beginning to fall in love with you again..For u, learn to love me again too..Cux no matter what happen, we still need to be together..And pls trust me..Me and mama is different kae??So pls dont misperception on me..kae baby..lastly, tmr u r going to perth right??have fun syg..I will be waiting for your arrival back in Singapore again..Love you sayang..and baby noneh, thanks so much..I really appreciate wat you have done..Remember, kiki loves you alot dear..And i will always b thr for you wen you need me bestie..Mwaks
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