{♥} cookie monster
Im Emellia Tang.
Currently Schooling at ite Clementi as a traineeship student in AKLTG
Im 17 born on 1st of March 92
Im a happy go lucky girl who loves outdoor sports..
I love challenges as it makes who I am now..
Im currently in a complicated relationship(:
So , hate me .?
{♥} day of the date
Just came back from school today and today was the first time i was damn early..I reached at clementi mrt at 7.29am..shocking right??haha..herm..I just dont want to be nag by baby later..hehe..So...starting from today, i am going to be punctual to school!!Promise baby!!hehe..Today was fun actually..And today is my baby first day of orientation too..hehe..Hope he has fun same like me..And i sure he had as you know, my baby is friendly wat..Surely got alot new friends right??haha..Herm, today in school there is a big conflict between Freddie & Shirlene..Its all about $$..Haiyo..I had to be the middle person to settle all this up as I don't want all this to happen..haish..End up, i find the solution and solve it!!hehe..Today for lunch, I ate with Freddie @ LJS Clementi Plaza- His treat- Told baby already..Herm..Great right haha..I never even bring out a cent in school today..*wink*..Herm..The whole period of OSA & OA, I was playing aroung with hairs!!!hehe..THE HAIRSTYLISH FOR THE DAY!!hehe..Have so much fun today with my ite frens but....Upset with baby..Afraid about something..But still got some confidence in him..Haish..Im upset because he don't really appreciate my effort in waking him up, telling him my whereabout and keep on updating him..Haish..His tone was totally negative to me this whole day..I don't wish to show tentrum at him neither do I want to create a fight..So, i just keep quiet & endure..Im afraid..That he will end up flirting with other girls' since his going to start school or taken by girls' flirtatious..Haish..Im just too afraid of losing him..Im afraid that he will change his attitude day by day as what noneh told me that day..Haish..I tried to push away all the negative thoughts but his attitude made me think negative again & again..Haish..I have confidence-a little for now i guess- that he will not change as promised before and will not even leave me no matter what as promised before too..I have the trust in him but his behaviour for only today- his school orientation- made me keep thinking negative....Haish..Next week 25/4 is our first month but he had match at night..Haish..When i told him that i will go to his hs dat day on our mthsary to help him in the packing, he was shock! Wat dat means??Negative??haish..Im doing my best to help what i can as i know its my responsibility but he don't seems comfortable with it..Y??haish..I, myself not so sure..Im just so upset..Damn upset..I don't want to tell him as I don't want to create a fight again..haish..I want us to have a happy r/s..Haish..Hope he understand me..Herm, so far, Im quite happy with our r/s..No fights at all, only once a very long while..And i can feel his faithfulness too..I love him alot & i don't wish to live w/out him one day in future..Haish..I hope he will keep his promises, love me for who I am..And care for me as what i do..His been okay now actually, yesterday & previous days..His been firm, loving, caring, understanding in terms of family & work but one thing that he don't have for me is the time..But i truly understand him as how he understand me.. That makes me love him alot..Damn lot man!!I hope whatever i felt today is just a negative mindset and not what that is going to happen now..Pls God..Help me in this..Baby, if you were to read this, I hope you won't be upset..Cause, you should know how I felt and also, I type this at my blog is not because I want to let everyone see but to tell everyone that I REALLY LOVE YOU & ONLY YOU, baby..Smile always honey as your smile makes me smile too..Love, care, be firm and also understanding as all that makes me have the confidence & trust in you & all this will lead us to a better r/s..Hehe..Anw, you make my day yesterday wen wishing me the morning greeting and kiss..I love you baby..Pls keep your promises because I always keep it in my mind..Mwaks..Lovingyouforeveriswhatiwilldo sayang..Hope that Melsabrilia won't end til the end of our lives..For all my friends..I'm In Love With Mohammed Sabri Bin Yuhari!!*wink*..Baby, don't blush kae??hehe..I know you must be smiling while reading this..hehe..Stop blushing!!Mwaks..Love you baby..Picture of his craziness time..Look Up!!
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