{♥} cookie monster
Im Emellia Tang.
Currently Schooling at ite Clementi as a traineeship student in AKLTG
Im 17 born on 1st of March 92
Im a happy go lucky girl who loves outdoor sports..
I love challenges as it makes who I am now..
Im currently in a complicated relationship(:
So , hate me .?
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Everything change..Seriously..Im so upset about everything but I just don't want to mention anything cause if I were to mention it to baby as I know that his gonna be upset and think that Im the one that keep on thinking negatively..So I just shuddup..I miss my baby alot..We never been meeting up since last thursday and I guess Im the only one who miss him but not him..Haish.. Now, know y I said that he changed??One of the example was.........
Ystd, I when to Bugis with Hanah directly after work.. I didn't tell him since I actually when out due to one reasons..hehe..And I reached home at nearly 10pm..As usual, I will text him once I reach home..I den waited for his sms or call.. At about 10.30pm, he text me to inform me that his otw to Yishun already..He didn't even mention and asked about y I reached home late as usual..HE DIDN'T! What it means gurls??He don't care anymore right??herm..I didn't say or asked y cause the whole day he was so moody..Sounded so to me..He met Along & Hairi but never even informed anything to me..I kept quiet..I even accidentally call Hairi, bie..He can't say anything cause it's his mistake for letting other people answer my call wat..So sorry..So, I tknk say anything..You think you didn't change kan??So how about now dear??You know, I was actually so hurt about your attitude now a days..So, ystd, as I keep telling myself to keep thinking positive-as what I had promised you- I end up asking you straight whether you really do love me??Are you happy to be with me??Are you feeling embarrased when you are with me??And I got a positive answer from you honey..So ok..I want you to know that I really feel that actually, you changed..Maybe because you are too tired as ystd was your first day and stressed by your school..Syg, I myself is busy but I still manage myself to spent sometime with you..Haish..I will do my best to understand you..And to think positive of you..Herm..ystd nite, you told me to sleep first..I listen to you..Before ending the call, usually there will be..143 but..Not yesterday..You just put down fast!!I call you again for the 143 but.......................You just put down the phone again..I have a sleepless night..Haish..I didn't tell you cause...........You change syg..Herm..Call me tonite and give me the clear mind pls syg..I know you love me and I trust you.......... I really do.....But I tknk you change cyg..PLS.. I love you baby..Pls don't change dear..I know you are stress..Im stress too..Im the one going through the examinations in a month time but still, I know how to manage..I hope you pon kae baby..Focus in studies & love too..Mwaks
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